promises

With a heavy heart,
and melting fingers,
I said no, to the happiness!
For all the promises I kept,
sacrifices I will have to bear.
How can I be happy,
when they are in agony, and pain.
For them,
death was an option,
and I was a lie.
And I could see,
The husk tearing apart,
souls departing one after another,
lost goodbyes,
and speechless moments.
when you couldn't meet your mentors,
thinking it's not the right time,
and the time never came,
as he has passed,
so are the others,
promises to keep,
and promises to follow,
and you can't be happy,
just for once,
else, your existence,
would be a lie,
you have to be strong,
you have to be evil,
since you are serving,
the god of justice
Period

Hash-tag-poetry. Random-Thoughts. Unaltered-flow raw-poetry